Distant Past

by Concealed Reality

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Worn out of chasing feelings that will never be mutual

My mind is filled with rage

However I am not a monster

Just a man lost in the wrong age

Why did they save me when I first saw light?

Why did they let me take my first breath?
When I have tried to die

Our oldest memories rise up from childhood
But never before the age of five

What happened during those early days?


From our very first steps
To reaching awareness

Our first memories are from a distant past
But never before five

Possibly we all knew it was a losing battle
Before even seeing light

I started making my own choices

Carved my own path

Despite the overwhelming tide of responsibilities

Why do we even care about these decisions we come to make?

I will not be standing on my feet forever

Feelings will never be true to one another

You’ll never know the day you’ll fail

Becoming a shadow who was never meant to love or to be loved

“Stay gold” was my way of life

In spite of ordeals, obsessions and hangups

But I despise these souvenirs that will forever hold me back

Who said what I am or should be for the first time?

Our oldest memories rise up from childhood
But never before the age of five

What happened during those early days?

From our very first steps to reaching awareness

Our first memories are from a distant past
But never before five

I’ll handle myself alone

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released September 23, 2014
Music by Concealed Reality
Production by Cyril Hostyn — www.facebook.com/CyrilHostynProductions

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