Distant Past

by Concealed Reality

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Worn out of chasing feelings that will never be mutual 
My mind is filled with rage
 However I am not a monster 
Just a man lost in the wrong age

Why did they save me when I first saw light? 
Why did they let me take my first breath?
When I have tried to die

Our oldest memories rise up from childhood
But never before the age of five
 What happened during those early days? 

From our very first steps
To reaching awareness
 Our first memories are from a distant past
But never before five

Possibly we all knew it was a losing battle
Before even seeing light 
I started making my own choices 
Carved my own path 
Despite the overwhelming tide of responsibilities

Why do we even care about these decisions we come to make? 
I will not be standing on my feet forever

Feelings will never be true to one another 
You’ll never know the day you’ll fail 
Becoming a shadow who was never meant to love or to be loved

“Stay gold” was my way of life 
In spite of ordeals, obsessions and hangups 
But I despise these souvenirs that will forever hold me back

Who said what I am or should be for the first time?

Our oldest memories rise up from childhood
But never before the age of five 
What happened during those early days?
 From our very first steps to reaching awareness 
Our first memories are from a distant past
But never before five

I’ll handle myself alone

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released September 23, 2014
Music by Concealed Reality
Production by Cyril Hostyn — www.facebook.com/CyrilHostynProductions

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Concealed Reality Brussels, Belgium

Not your average metalcore.

discography

Synapses (Instrumental)

Dec 2018
Synapses

Dec 2017
Hakai

Nov 2017
Oblivion

Nov 2016
Life Collapse

Sep 2015
O M P

Jun 2015
Distant Past

Sep 2014

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